when this began
i had nothing to say
and i d get lost in the nothingness inside of me
i was confused
and i let it all out to find that i m
not the only person with these things in mind
inside of me
but all the vacancy the words revealed
is the only real thing that i ve got left to feel
nothing to lose
just stuck hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
i want to heal
i want to heal
i want to feel
what i thought was never real
i want to let go of the pain i ve held so long
erase all the pain til it s gone
i want to heal
i want to feel
like I m close to something real
i want to find something i ve wanted all along
and i ve got nothing to say
and i ve got nothing to say
i can t believe i didn t fall right down on my face
i was confused
looking everywhere only to find that it s
not the way i had imagined it all in my mind